I'm a cartoon, you're a full moon,

artificial_0 @ 2007-11-04T18:29:00

2007-11-05T02:25:36Z

hi its me and well you see i have not written in long lengths of time but it is only because i have been too busy with life to write about it.
anyway..
a big thing in my life these days is this boy.
six months? wow.

it feels weird to feel this .

2007-06-26T07:41:10Z

i am so happy.

artificial_0 @ 2007-06-25T18:58:00

2007-06-26T02:24:39Z

So
Bridget Courtney and William are gone still.
It makes summer sun days not as fun. but interesting none-the-less.
Bridget and William were my ultimate ride heros because they drove me everywhere.
Emiko never wants to come pick me up because she has her love Will with her always.
Jamie and i hung out two days in a row!!
Last night we saw Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory at a park in agoura last night.

Then we ran up and down the street with jamies towel . i pretended i was in a parade.
then i pretended that i was holding a SUBWAY sign. as in, you know, a sign saying,
" FREE SANDWICHES ---> "

Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls, I, Ariana Estelle Dewing passed her learners permit test today!
what!?
Yes!
You know folks, as i always say, too many potatoes make a young child mad.
no just kidding
i have never said that
until now.
what i meant to say is, third time is the charm! but it was actually my fourth time taking my permit test.

after achieving such a great honor as to get my permit i put it to good use and got a library card with it
(they needed to see it to see my address)

Jamie and I had a picnic, sort of

jamie brought a pie
i made people sandwiches

Jamie Topper exclaims, "YOWZA" after a bite of scrumtious Razzleberry Pie.

we saw a duck family! mamacita.
we read books!!!

i got a kurt vonnegut book , bluebeard
and a
charles bukowski book of little stories

i miss wc!
sincerily
Ariana
Estelle
Dewing
of the wild~!!

artificial_0 @ 2007-06-06T23:19:00

2007-06-07T06:21:30Z

school is almost over
how weird
william makes me happy
so do
my
siblings

have you ever seen something so beautiful?

2007-05-21T05:37:37Z

artificial_0 @ 2007-05-14T23:07:00

2007-05-15T06:15:50Z

svetlana is beautiful
i like ballet more
now
which makes me thankful
and if i stop trying in the middle of class
all i have to do
is look in the corner of the room
at the old man's smiling face
and remember
the reason i am dancing
and the yearn to make
stanley holden
proud.

rest in peace

2007-05-13T18:55:05Z

stanley holden
this is so hard
i miss you

Edward Wood.

2007-05-11T02:54:02Z

this movie is hilarious.

hot knives

2007-05-08T05:49:18Z

she went to see a mystic
who made medicine from rain
and gave up her existance
to feel everything, dream others dreams.
bid farewell to her family
with one ecstatic wave
out the window
as the car rolled
away.
she just vanished
into a thickness
of change.
so let us rejoice

artificial_0 @ 2007-05-06T21:35:00

2007-05-07T04:42:36Z

so
i know livejournal isnt "big " anymore but i dont care
this is for me not for you to share
so read if you please
otherwise its none of your bees

today i went to church
then the massellis came over and then william picked me up
we sort of hiked but it wasnt too strenuous. i felt bad i wasnt a strong hiker gal today cause i was tired from...
BRIGHT EYES
last night.
5th row. oh babyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i was so happy
i still am
but you know, the happiness like, no matter what happens right now nothing will make me sad because the only thing that matters is this beautiful man and the beautiful music that flows through him!!
ahh i like to dwell on that moment cause its a really good one. and i dont want to forget it.

artificial_0 @ 2007-05-03T22:41:00

2007-05-04T05:45:44Z

well
today:
ballet rehersal,
then,
starbucks with adam, emiko, courtney, ally and later on ethan came.
im entering this contest to design a skateboard deck. so i worked on that the whole time.
i brought my trusty kalidescope. it is always good for entertaining people who never get bored.
right now i really like my life. i find everything intruiging and interesting. i cant believe i spent so much time being selfish and unhappy. its just the way you look at it. we have to remember to be thankful for our time no matter the trials we are going through.

artificial_0 @ 2007-05-02T21:33:00

2007-05-03T04:50:27Z

lately i have been quite content
everything is good
adventures are so fun
relay for life was so nice and exciting
who knew a dug out could be so comfortable?
surely, i did not.
this weekend shall be very good as well!!
FRIDAY drum circle
SATURDAY bright eyes & camping
SUNDAY...wake up in nature?

i love clouds when they move

the only thing im dreading, is westlakes prom. i dont think i will be asked. which i dont really mind, but still-it would be nice :)

artificial_0 @ 2007-05-02T21:27:00

2007-05-03T04:33:09Z

today was a nice nice day.
i made this new livejournal, to symbolize a new fresh start. or fresh ending. because when i made my old LJ it was when i was first starting high school. now that im finishing high school im different. i read my old posts from freshman year when i loved jocks and school and i was quite insecure. i know who i am now. its a good feeling. im so happy. so happy. i find beauty in the in things i never thought i could find beauty in before, and i hope i will always have these good feelings about the world.